Staking My Claim
By Nickolas James
Chapter Four
My feet were
killing me. There was no denying that. I had been on them all day, climbing
hills and standing still waiting patiently in lines that seemed to stretch for
miles. It was hot, and even though I had dressed for the weather, I was really
uncomfortable. The fact that Jarred was at my side made things better, though.
The fact that my dad was right there with us sucked.
But Jarred and I
had made plans to spend the day together, and surprisingly, my parents were the
impetus behind them. I was halfway expecting them to tell me never to see him
again, especially after the fiasco in my room. I just knew they’d never trust
me again. Jarred and I were scrambling to get dressed while my mom was talking
to me through the door, wanting to know who was in my room, and I knew I was
busted.
“Who’s in there
with you, Andrew?” she asked in a rather calm voice, but I was in a panicked
state. I felt so vulnerable at that moment, more vulnerable than I had ever
been in my life. Just a minute before, I had been resting comfortably in Jarred’s arms, feeling a measure of contentment that I had
never felt before. I had slept in my bed with him before, and he always held me
close when we were done making love, but this time was different.
Perhaps it was
because I was already tired from the day I had. It was late, and we had been
going at it for quite a while. In fact, Jarred didn’t spend himself inside of
me for the last time until around
While we were both
dressing I heard my dad’s footsteps coming across the hallway to my door, and I
knew it was only going to get worse.
“Buddy what’s
going on in there?” he asked, as I slid my shirt on over my head in a rush.
“Nothing dad,
I’m okay,” I called out.
“Who’s in there
with you, son?” he asked in a firm voice, then he added, “Open the door.”
As soon as
Jarred was dressed, I did what I was told. It was the most awkward moment I had
ever been in with my parents. There I was, standing in between the two people
who raised and nurtured me, who had given life to me, and the guy I was in love
with. The guy who had just been in my bed. The guy
who’s embrace felt like gold. The guy who had given me orgasm
after sweet orgasm. The guy who had given me the gift
of his own seed deep inside of me, the seed that was still embedded deep in my
body. I could feel it there.
“Who’s this?” my
dad asked a little accusingly. My only reply was to put my hands in my pockets
and look down. “Well? I asked you a question, son. Who is this?”
I cleared my
throat and tried to meet his eyes, but it was too hard. I darted my eyes back
down to the floor and shrugged, feeling humiliated and scared at the same time.
I knew I was in trouble, but for whatever reason, I was giving more thought to
the fact that Jarred was trapped in my room. My mom and dad were standing in
the doorway, and I knew that until I gave them some answers, he was unlikely to
be leaving anytime soon. Then his cell phone rang again.
“Dad I’m on my
way,” he said as he put the phone to his ear, then he sighed. “I’m trying to
wake up, and I’ll be right home.”
When he hung up,
he looked at my parents, who knew he was lying, with fear. I honestly felt like
he was the bravest person on the face of the planet at that moment. Not only had
he held his ground with his dad by keeping his story straight, he did it in the
presence of my parents, who he had to know already had a less than favorable
opinion of him. He had more guts than anyone I knew, and I loved him more for
it.
I heard my mom
sniffing, and I looked back up at her, and I saw her nose moving around as she
turned it toward my bed, where the smell of sex was strong. I wanted to either
die or disappear at that moment, knowing that she was very aware of what we had
been doing in my room. My dad gave me an expectant look, and I finally spoke
up.
“This is
Jarred,” I said in a small voice, almost on the verge of tears. I didn’t want
to cry in front of Jarred. I didn’t want him to see me be weak. But that’s how
I felt, especially in the presence of my parents, who both looked outraged.
With that, my
dad cleared his throat and nodded his head at Jarred, who nodded back at him.
It seemed almost defiant on his part, but he still did it. He didn’t waver,
either, when my dad started to move toward my dresser, where he rested an arm
and crossed his feet as he stood and surveyed the two of us.
“Well Jarred,” he said in a calm voice. “It’s nice to meet you,
but it’s getting late. I’m sure you need to get home, and it’s past Andrew’s
curfew. Do you need a ride home?”
“No sir,” Jarred
said confidently as he grabbed his wallet and stuffed if into his back pocket.
“My bike’s in the garage.”
“I’ll open the
garage door for you,” my dad said, standing up straight and letting Jarred walk
past him. I watched sadly as Jarred walked out of my room without a word, my
dad hot on his heals. I wondered to myself what was going to happen when he
left. I wondered how long I was going to be grounded, and what privileges I
would lose.
I listened
closely as the sound of their footsteps moved down the stairs and toward the
kitchen, where the door to the garage was. I heard the door open and close, then I heard the sound of the garage door going up. When it
came down, I knew Jarred was gone.
Forever, I was
afraid.
My mom and I
stood in silence while all of this was happening, and I wondered what was going
through her mind. I looked down at my bare feet and curled my toes, cracking
the joints. When I heard my dad come back inside, I fidgeted nervously, waiting
for him to confront me about having Jarred in my room.
The closer his footsteps came, the more nervous I got. When he walked in to my
room, my legs felt like they wanted to give out, but I stood up and waited for
my fate to befall me.
“Andrew, it’s
late,” he said in a matter of fact tone. “You need to go to bed, son.”
With that, they
were gone. There was no confrontation. No questions. Just a
simple request that I turn in for the night. I was beside myself.
The next morning
I was up early, wondering how Jarred was doing. I was worried that he might
have found himself in trouble at home, especially for being out so late. But
putting that aside, I was more worried about what would be said when my parents
woke up. I was too nervous to think about it. My experience told me that my dad
was most likely furious with me, and needed to calm down, so he chose not to
make an issue out of it the night before. But I knew that didn’t mean I was in
the clear.
I was a little
shocked that they were already up when I came downstairs, and neither of them were acting as if there was something wrong.
“Morning bud,”
my dad said as soon as he saw me coming down the stairs. I was still tired, and
I had done nothing to make myself presentable. My hair was a mess, I had sleep
in my eyes, I was still in my PJ’s and I had morning
breath. Knowing all of this, he still patted the spot next to him on the couch
as I came into the living room, wanting me to sit next to him.
I took my spot
and he immediately wrapped an arm around me, pulling me close to him so I could
snuggle up to his chest while I found my bearings. I yawned loudly and
stretched my legs out, then I curled them up
underneath my body just in time to notice that my mom had taken the spot on the
other side of me. She gave me a good morning kiss on the cheek and ran her
fingers through my hair one time before she took a sip from her coffee mug.
“Are you hungry,
buddy?” my dad asked, and I nodded sleepily.
“Well daddy’s
going to Krispy Kreme,” my
mom said softly. “Do you want to go with him?”
I shrugged my
shoulders and yawned again, not really interested in moving from my comfortable
spot on the couch with my parents. Somehow, though, I knew they were doing this
for a reason.
“I’ll go get
dressed,” I yawned, but my dad stopped me.
“You don’t have
to buddy,” he said. “Just get some shoes on. We’re using the drive thru.”
“Okay, dad,” I
said, lifting my head from his chest and stretching my arms one more time
before I slid on a pair of flip flops and walked out the door with my dad.
The ride to Krispy Kreme was uneventful for
the most part. Occasionally my dad would ask me a question about my plans for
the summer, and if I planned to stay in the Boy Scouts, but it was mainly
quiet. When we got there, the line was wrapped around the building, so we had a
long wait that I was dreading.
I felt my dads
hand grab mine out of nowhere, and when I looked over at him, he was smiling
warmly at me. I gave his hand a squeeze and smiled back, then
I relaxed against my seat.
“So let’s talk,”
he said out of the blue, and with a sigh, I said, “Okay.”
Without letting
my hand go, he turned in his seat and positioned himself so that he was looking
straight at me, then he started.
“So tell me
about Jarred, son,” he said, and I immediately stiffened up. He could sense it
right away, too, because he squeezed my hand and tried to sooth me.
“Andrew, you’re
with dad,” he said. “There’s nothing we can’t talk about, son. So tell me about
him.”
He made it sound
so simple. He was my dad and I was his son, and for that reason, he wanted me
to spill my guts about Jarred to him. I had no idea where to start, either. I
figured I could have started with us meeting at Food Lion, and maybe from
there, I could move on to the day he came over and we came out to each other.
There was so
much more I wanted to tell my dad, though. I wanted him to know about the way I
felt when Jarred smiled at me. How warm I felt when he held me close. How
content I was just to hold his hand and taste his kiss. How much I loved him.
Krispy Kreme has pretty good
donuts, especially when they’re hot. Of course, they no longer make my favorite
donut, the Sour Cream. There was something special about that donut, but one
day it was just gone. There was no explanation, either. One day I had a Sour
Cream donut melting in my mouth, taking its moist, creamy, sweet presence for
granted, and the next day, it was no more.
So I had to
switch up.
My replacement donut was the Raised Glazed.
Much like the Sour Cream, it was moist and sweet, and in its own special way,
it was creamy too. I always appreciated how the raised cake turned to dough in
my mouth the longer I chewed on it, too.
My dad ordered three Raised Glazed for me, three Raised Chocolate for
himself and six Chocolate Cake donuts with rainbow sprinkles, my mom’s
favorite. With our dozen donuts in hand, we drove home. On the way, my dad
continued to press me for information about Jarred.
I told him how
we met, and I told him how things had progressed between us. I could tell he
was disappointed that I hadn’t been up front about Jarred from the beginning.
If there was one thing I should have known, it was that I had no reason to lie
to my mom and dad. They had never given me a reason before, and I felt a little
ashamed of myself when I realized that he’d figured out what I was doing.
“So you really
like him, huh?” he asked me with a smile as we got closer to our street.
“Yeah,” I said
quietly, wondering how he was remaining so calm about the fact that I was
telling him about a guy he and my mom basically caught
me having sex with the night before.
“Well why don’t
you take him to Busch?” he suggested, and I had to blink and shake my head.
“Are you
serious?” I asked cautiously.
“Sure bud,” my
dad said with a casual shrug. “I can take a day off and take you guys up there.
We have passports. I can get him in.”
I sat still in
my seat and looked at him, absorbing what he was telling me. I was having
trouble computing it all. My dad was offering to take me and Jarred to
When we got
inside, I sat and ate in silence while my dad told my mom the plan. She seemed
overly eager to accept, making me think that she had something to do with the
whole idea, Still, I was grateful for the gesture, and I made sure that I
showed them my appreciation.
Much to my
relief, they didn’t ask any embarrassing questions about sex. I always thought
it would be easy to talk to them about it, but for whatever reason, I felt
self-conscious about it. As soon as we were done eating, I called Jarred on his
cell to tell him what was said.
On the way back
from
“You know you’re
welcome to spend the night,” my dad said, leaning over to address Jarred. I
silently gawked, not believing what I had heard, but the warm smile on my dad’s
face said he was serious. I turned and looked at Jarred, wondering what was
going through his mind, and what I saw was another calm, comfortable smile. He
even looked a little grateful for the offer.
“I’d have to
call my folks and ask,” he said politely. “But yes sir, I’d love to. Thank you
for taking us today, Mr. Stout.”
With that, I
grabbed his hand and held it the rest of the way home. My head was spinning,
wondering if my mom was behind this offer too. As I held Jarred’s
warm hand in mine, he and my dad talked about his dirt bike. He seemed so proud
to talk about the horsepower, and the power band, as well as the jumps he took
out in Pungo. My dad seemed impressed, too, and
talked about his teenage years, when he had a dirt bike of his own.
We called my mom
on the way home and asked her what she was hungry for from Wendy’s, then we pulled into the drive thru and got our food. Jarred
had been trying to give my dad money all day, but he refused it at every turn.
The only chance he had to spend his own money was when the two of us were away
from him for a few hours at Busch. He tried one more time at Wendy’s to hand my
dad some money, but again, my dad wasn’t having it.
When we were
back at my house, Jarred used his cell to call his parent’s and ask to stay
over. He didn’t have a hard time getting them to say yes. He might have been on
the phone for about two minutes, and most of that was him telling them about
his day. When he got off the phone, we sat down to eat our burgers, fries and
chicken strips and we told my mom about Busch. The subject changed to Jarred’s parents, and then to the school Jarred went to.
As it got later,
my parent’s headed up to their room. It was a weekday, and they both had to
work the next day so that left Jarred and I alone for the first time since the
incident in my room.
“Wow Andrew,
your parent’s are cool,” he said sweetly. “You’re so lucky, dude.”
I blushed a little and took his hand, leading him to the couch
where we had cuddled so many times before. He sat down and I took the spot next
to him, leaning in and relaxing against him. The scent of Hugo Boss still
lingered on his neck, and I took it in slowly as I buried my nose in his neck.
I felt his arms wrap around me and squeeze tightly, so I lifted my head to meet
his eyes and soak up his smile.
“I had fun
today, Andrew,” he said softly. “I’m so glad we got to spend this time
together.”
“Me too,” I said
dreamily, leaning in for my reward, a long, deep french
kiss. It didn’t take long to stir up our libido’s, and
in no time at all, I was leading him to my room.
I closed the
door behind us and locked it, then I sexily strutted
over to him. I dropped to my knees and unbuttoned his pants, taking his hard
cock out and stroking it a few times before I accepted him into my mouth.
I took him all
the way into the back of my throat, then I used my muscles to milk him for all
he was worth. When I was satisfied that he was ready to shoot, I pulled off and
stood up, leading him to my bed. I stripped down to nothing before I climbed
in, then I let him take me.
That night, I
fell asleep in Jarred Fedina’s arms, just like I had
the last time. The only difference was, we didn’t have
to worry about his cell phone ringing. His parent’s weren’t expecting him home
that night. We also didn’t have to worry about my parent’s knocking. They knew
we were in my room, and what we were up to. So, when he pulled out of me and
wrapped me in his arms, I was able to do the one thing I hadn’t been able to do
since the day I hooked up with him.
I spent the
night in the arms of my love.