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From
the previous chapter:
“I heard
that you were having an affair with the waiter and that he was hanging all over
you giving you big puppy eyes.”
“Not
true! The only guy in my life is Pete.” I leaned forward. “The crazy thing is…well…it’s like it’s
moving to a whole new level. Is that
supposed to happen?”
Rose
leaned forward and but her elbows on the table.
“So what kinda level are we talking here?”
“Well
it’s like we just never stop touching and then there’s this whole “I love you”
thing. He says it all the time! And my God the
sex! It’s like
fucking constant! You know it’s like he just wants to make love to me and protect
me. Weird.”
“I can
see why Patti wanted to slap the shit outta you!”
The Good Doctor
By Terry Audette
Chapter 39
Sometimes
mom is like one of those mines from World War II. You know the ones that everyone has forgotten
about but they’re just hanging there tethered to the
bottom of the ocean and just waiting for a ship to come by.
I came
home from work and walked into the kitchen looking for Jase
and she slipped up behind me and yelled, “Eric!
What did you do at that dinner thing that you went to with Pete?” She had the biggest fucking fork that I’d ever seen in her hand.
What the hell is she asking me that for and
what the hell does she already know and what the hell was she gonna do with that fork?
“Ma! Are you tryin to
kill me? Cause I gotta tell ya this
whole sneaking up behind me and yelling thing is probably the way to do it!”
I ignore
her question for a moment and yell, “Jase!” I really need cover here and she won’t stab me if I’m holding Jase.
“I dunno what you’re talking about! I told you, I ate dinner!”
“NOT
according to Maddie Schwartzenberg!” Thank God Jase is coming and my mother can only hiss, “She said that
you were swimming NAKED in the pool and running all over the place!” Who the fuck is that woman?
I scoop Jase up in my arms and start beating a hasty retreat but I
turn to ma and holding my thumb to my mouth tilt my hand up and make a glug glug glug
sound. “Ma, the woman had five,” I hold
up my hand with five spread fingers for emphasis, “five double Martini’s and
that was before she downed that bottle of Merlot at dinner. They practically had to carry her outta the dining room after she upchucked. You need a more reliable spy.” Well obviously, whoever this Maddie is she’s a total bitch and
two can play at that game. I could see a
look of uncertainty spread across my mother’s face. There’s nothing a
woman likes more than distrusting another woman.
“Frankly,
Mom, I’m a little surprised that you’d believe a drunk over your own son…and
she’s not even Italian!” And with that I turn, with all the righteous indignation
that I can muster and take off for my room.
In my
bedroom I set Jase down on the bed while I strip down
to my boxers and he tells me about his day, which he loves to do in great detail. Actually I love hearing it.
There’s something about the way he enjoys telling me all the stuff that
happened that makes it really cool to hear.
Ten
minutes later I flop down on the bed next to him stare him in the eye and say,
“Grandma is really bustin my chops here. You got any idea what’s up with her?”
He
smiles at me. “What are chops?”
“It’s a
figure of speech. Means
that she’s given me a hard time…like always.”
He
shrugs and rolls over onto his stomach and props his head up on his hand
exactly as I’m doing and I have to smile. He gets in these moods where he likes to copy
me.
“How come
you’re smiling dad?”
“Cause
of this cute little boy that I know.” I
reach over, ruffle his hair, and kiss his forehead.
He
smiles. “That’s me isn’t it?”
“Maybe I
know all kinds of little boys. They’re all over the place.
We try to keep em out but I think they come up
through the drains.” He laughs and I
laugh.
I get outta bed and lift him up and
carry him into the bathroom while I blow raspberries on his neck, he squirms
and then I sit him on the counter by the sink.
“Keep talking I just gotta take a sixty second shower but I can still
hear ya.” I toss my boxers into the
hamper.
On
second thought, I lift him down. “How
about getting me a fresh pair of boxers?”
“What
color, Dad?”
“You
pick. Okay? Whatever you like.” He runs off and I take my shower.
I’m
toweling off when he comes back with a pair of bright yellow boxers with happy
faces. I really thought that I had
thrown those out.
I look
down at him. “Those are the ones you
like?”
He nods
and says, “They look nice.”
“Well,
they do look happy.” I slip them on,
then my jeans, and a tee shirt.
Jase
is jumping on our bed while I’m pulling on the tee
shirt. I hold out my hands and he hurls
himself at me wrapping his arms around my neck and his legs around my
waist. “You’re like a monkey, ya know.”
“I’m a
little boy.”
“Sometimes
that’s the same thing.”
As we
walked like that to the kitchen, I tell him, “Grandma can’t stab me while I’m
holding you.”
He
giggles. “Unless she
sneaks up behind ya.” There is
that.
My
mother is in the kitchen working the stove, the sink and the refrigerator like
Johnny Bench handled home plate. I
wander over with Jase still attached and ask, “What
smells so good? Smells like fish?”
“Cod and
roasted potato’s with tomato and basil, and some spinach. It’s good! Something a little
different. You can’t
always eat meat. You
hungry? I’ll fix ya a little
something.” Jase
was leaning over in my arms reaching for the bread and my mother tore off a
piece and dipped it in balsamic vinaigrette before handing it to Jase. While he’s eating she kisses him.
“He
likes things a little bitter. You notice
that? You were
the same way.” There’s
no mention of Maddie, which means she’s been
dismissed as unreliable.
“I
didn’t notice but you’re right.”
“Of course
I’m right! You think I don’t see what my
boys like?” Okay, when we become “her
boys” things are definitely better.
Suddenly
the door from the garage opened and Pete was there. Before he could even close the door, his eyes
met mine and it was like two pairs of laser beams locking on to each
other. It only lasted for a second but
it made my butt clench. He slid his
briefcase into the hall closet and came into the kitchen. Damn he looked good!
He and
my mother greeted each other as if they hadn’t seen
each other for years.
“Helen,
that smells great!”
Jase
got a kiss and I got a hug. He’s still a little worried about my mother’s reaction. Actually he could probably have his way with
me on the kitchen floor, she’s just happy that he’s
here.
I can also
see that he’s stirred up about something and is trying
to contain himself. It’s
really pretty cute. I wonder what he’d do if I just grabbed his crotch? Probably explode through the ceiling. I picture something out of a Road Runner
cartoon.
His eyes
are dancing and I look at him and finally say, “What? You look like you just made out with the head
cheerleader.”
My
mother slaps me on the back of my head and says, “Shut up.” I’m actually so used
to that that I don’t even react.
She
looks up at Pete and says, “You do look excited. Did you get a promotion?” My mother has no clue.
Pete
looks at Jase and says, “Jase
would you take my jacket and throw it on the bed for me?” Jase thinks that’s the coolest thing ever and takes off with it towards
the bedroom carrying it like it’s the Shroud of Turin.
Okay,
now that we’ve got Jase outta the room.
Pete
turned excitedly to my mother. “See,
we’ve been thinking that Jase, when he gets older,
that he’d like to be a doctor. I mean
who the hell knows but we’re pretty sure.”
This is
like injecting my mother with Crack or something and she almost seems stunned
but recovers quickly. “A
doctor? A
doctor?” She slapped me on the
arm hard! “Why didn’t you tell me?”
“Ma! He’s only six!” She isn’t going to
care that he’s only six. I look around
for the subject of all this but he’s settled in the
family room with the TV.
I try to
explain to her. “This all started one
night when we were putting Jase to bed and he was
worried that I might die like Janet. So Pete got his stethoscope and did a little physical on me
and let Jase listen to my heart. Jase got excited
and said that he wanted to be a doctor and actually he’s pretty much stuck with
it.”
Pete
turned to my mother. “The thing is that
if he does decide to do that we do want him to go to a really good college,
don’t we?” He’s loving
this. “I mean I would love to see him go
where I went.” He looked from me to my
mother.
My
mother uttered the name that means more to her than anything else. “Harvard.”
I didn’t go to Harvard and I turned out okay,
although I’m pretty sure that mom wouldn’t agree with that.
Mom
lifted her hands and touched Pete’s face lightly while staring pleadingly into
his eyes. “Oh, this would mean so much
to me if it could happen. A doctor…from Harvard.”
Pete is
now in full sell mode and talks directly to mom. “The thing is that it’s gonna
be expensive and even though Jase is only six we
gotta start saving for it now. So
anyway,” He glances quickly at me, “I started a college fund for him.” He looked at me and said, “Now don’t get mad,
Eric. I know that we shoulda
discussed this but I was at the bank…” He had pulled some papers out of his
pocket.
Mom was
now on familiar ground. She indicated me
with a toss of her head. “Don’t worry
about him. How much?”
Pete
looked down into the envelope. “Ten
thousand…but were gonna have to save some more every
month.” Holy shit! Couldn’t we all just
kick in a few bucks a month and he could be a male nurse?
Mom’s
jaw was set. “I’ll match it. I’ll bring a check
tomorrow. So will Eric.” So will fucking Eric????
“Mom! I’m putting an addition onto the warehouse
that’s costing me a fortune!”
She
cocks a thumb at me and says to Pete, “I’ll give you his too. He can pay me back later.” Thank God!
Later means never.
She
turns on me. “You know you could take a
little interest in your son’s future!” There’s that goddamn fork again. “You will not ruin this for me, Eric!”
“Mom,
will you just please put away the fork before someone gets hurt.”
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Jase
was tucked safely into bed and I was lying on the sofa
with Pete sitting on the floor while he leaned against the sofa near my
head. He was eating chocolate chip
cookies.
He
twisted his head around. “Wanna bite?”
“You
mean the cookie?”
He
grinned and swallowed. “That’s the
offer.”
“Can I
trade it for a kiss?”
“Always.” He twisted his head around
and we kissed lightly.
I said,
“Yum, chocolate chip breath.” He laid
his head back against the sofa smiled and closed his eyes. I traced the edges of his right ear slowly
with my fingertip.
My
finger finished with his ear and traced his hairline down to the base of his
neck and it sent a noticeable shiver through his body.
He
murmured, “Careful now.”
“S’matter?”
He
smiled. “Stirrings.”
I
laughed. “You’re way too easy. Gimme five minutes
and I could have you climbing the walls.”
He
turned around so that he was kneeling in front of the sofa facing me and laid
his head on my stomach. “Sweetheart, you
could do it twice in five minutes. I’m
easy were you’re concerned, all you gotta do is walk into the room.”
I ran my
fingers through his hair and marveled at the silkiness. I said softly, “You’re a beautiful man.”
He gave
me a frown but I insisted. “You
are! You’re gorgeous!”
It
clearly made him uncomfortable but he said, “You’re pretty gorgeous yourself.”
I kept
stroking his hair. “Yeah but you’re
beautiful on the inside too.”
“Okay,
can we drop this?”
I
laughed. “Only if you come up her and
lay down with me.”
He groaned
pathetically and said, “Geez, you make me work for
everything.” He climbed up and over me
so that his back was against the back of the sofa and I was facing him.
I
scrunched down and got comfortable.
“This is good. I like it when
I’ve got access to all the good stuff.”
He
smiled and pushed his left knee through my legs. “Me too.”
Pete
traced my jaw line with the back of his index finger. “You’re not mad about the college fund?”
I had to
be careful here, not because I thought that he did the wrong thing but because this was the sort of thing that I fuck up easily.
“No. You did what needed to be
done. I wish that I had thought
of it.” Okay now shut up shut up shut
up!
“You
would have.”
“Yeah, when he was in grad school!”
Pete
said, “We’re gonna have to make sure that he starts
learning the right study habits too.”
“I know,
Pete. But let’s
do it slowly. I don’t want him thinking
that we’re ganging up on him.”
Pete put
his hand on my neck while his thumb traced my jaw line. He spoke softly.
“Sweetheart,
I know that you’re worried that Jase is gonna get pushed and shoved into something that maybe he
doesn’t want and isn’t prepared for or that, somehow, he’s not going to be
allowed to be a little boy.” I started
to protest but he stopped me with a kiss.
Naturally I tried to talk anyway.
“Pete, it’s just…” He stopped me
again.
“I won’t
let it happen, Eric. There’s lots of
stuff that Jase will need to learn but I promise you
that it will never seem like a negative thing to him and that he’ll always have
time to be a little boy.” How do I argue
with that?
I smiled
at him. “How about me? Do I get time to be a little boy?”
He
buried his face in my neck and tried to give me a hickey. “Noooo,
no, no!”
He
laughed as I squirmed away from him.
“You mean like more time than you’re already taking?” He pulled me back so that I was lying on top of him crotch-to-crotch and chest to chest with
the side of my face on his shoulder. His
hands were planted firmly on my butt.
I drop
my knees down so that I’m straddling his waist, lean
down, and kiss him. “Wanna
go to bed?”
Pete
runs his hands up and down my back and then shoves them into the back of my
jeans and grins. “So we
talking fornication here?”
“I
thought that there might be a little foreplay first but that’s the general
direction I was headed in.”
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There
are different kinds of fucking: the first is slide it
in, pump as fast as you can until you get off, put on your pants and go.
The
second kind, wells there’s probably lots of
sub-categories, but the second kind is reserved for wives, boyfriends and
people you actually like.
When I
feel Pete beginning to move into me I tighten my grip on his arms that are planted like pillars next to my head. I’m holding my breath,
slowly release it, and look up into his deep blue eyes. He’s watching me,
wanting to make sure that he’s not hurting me and making sure that he’s hitting
all the right spots. My mouth opens and closes
as he fills me and my hands tighten around his upper arms. Finally, my head drops back against the
pillow as I arch my back and tighten my legs around his waist
and begin to thrust back against his cock.
I force
my head up and stare into those eyes.
They don’t change, the same love and concern is
still there and I pull his head down so that I can kiss him while he moves
steadily into me.